Hello:)

Hi im backkkkkkkkkkkkk

since im taking a bachelor on june, i cant even get a chance to post any story or something in this blog. How i miss so much!!!!

I didnt expect that i'll get my blog again hehe

ok straight to the point, now im happy with myself, a bit confused and frustrated about what i should do for my future. I dont even know how to start story about this. Its just him. He loves me. But i dont know how long, how deep and how pure. We always fight. Not talk to each other. Yeah sometimes just a small thing. Yes he is. I dont know since when im fall in love with him. Its just fall. Weird. Yeah i guess. But its happen. I dont think that he control my life, but i think he did it because he loves me. Correct me if im wrong:(

If i got locked away,

and we lost it all today,

tell me honestly,

would you still love me the same?

If i showed you my flaws,

if i couldnt be strong,

tell me honestly, 

would you still love me the same?

goodnight, muah.  

save your advice cause i wont hear,
you might be right but i dont care,
there's a million reasons why i should give you up,

sometimes apa yg kita rasa tak sama dgn apa yg kita express.sakitnya bila jatuh tsungkur hanya Allah yg tahu.rebah tidak berdaya.smuanya berlaku sekelip mata.sekaligus merentap segala yg aku ad.Ya Allah.adakah ini kerana khilafku.
Sungguh aku tak kuat.sungguh aku rebah.aku tak mampu.bgaimana lg aku harus melangkah andai setiap langkah amat berat utk ku.tidak ad sedikit pun kekuatan dlm dri ini.

benarlah org kata,jgn trlalu mcintai manusia,kerana cinta manusia blh hilang.people changed.cintakan Allah sbb tu akn buat kita rasa damai.
aku terlalu zalim dgn diri ini.trlalu kejam dgn hati ini.maafkan aku wahai roh ku:(

semoga aku dpt meraih sedikit kekuatan utk mnghadapi smua ini.amat berat.nmun ku gagahkan jua.